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Lost myself

Too many thoughts. Too many things I want to do. Too much sleep I’m not getting.
I don’t know if it’s been evident, but I have been busy doing things like shopping new suits, shoes, bags for my husband and son. It seems like there’s just too much going on. And I don’t have enough time for myself.
I just do things that could meet my husband’s needs, and try to make him happy. If he wants to eat hot spot, so do I. otherwise if he doesn’t want to order a steak, neither do I. I think a lot of people go through this, but it’s truly been hard for me. I’m a person who wants to be able to give everything to my husband and son. I get my greatest joy by making them happy. The best presents for me are actually in finding the best presents for them. I want everyone to be nicer to me.
Anyway, it’s been a little hard for me to find the balance lately. I feel like I’ve just been so absent. I have hopes, plans, and dreams, but I’ve really struggled with it lately. I want to be excited, but so many days, I’m just trying to be happy. I worked so hard to make everyone else happy – because in the end, that’s what makes me happy.
I know I can’t be the only one who struggles with this. I know I’m not alone. So now I’m asking you – where do you find the balance?

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25条评论

  1. 风景很美啊,看这地方一定没有去过

    1. 上方山啊 上周在搞百花节。

    1. 哈哈 是因为看到了木头的风车房子吗 上方山上周百花节 你也去了吗?and你的博客怎么打不开了?

      1. 13年的时候恰巧在你博客看到了上方山的图片,那会儿也是百花节,那篇文章下面应该有留下过脚印,照片比实景好看多了。博客已经是很久之前的事儿了…

        1. 哈哈 当年用单反拍的 现在都是手机 被记住的感觉真好啊 是被我忽悠去了上方山 发现景色不好看吗?哈哈 苏州也没什么好玩的地方 每年春天都是去上方山。

  2. 中国优秀家庭妇女的代表,+1。英文这么nb,为什么不加个more标签呢?

    1. 为什么要用??? 为什么要用more!!!

      1. 首页太长了,有些东西长些好,有的还是短的好,美观。

        刚才咋一看标题还以为是失身呢?

        1. 。。。下一篇再加

  3. i saw a new world in my dream, where all the floks did seem: there was no child, there was no mother, there was no change, and there was no other.

    1. 嗯 这也仅存在在dream中了, and it will never come true.

  4. 全英语对我这英语水平不好的来说简直是累······
    ———————————
    看到郁金香才想起来我学校边上公园的郁金香应该也开了。今年都还没去看的呢

    1. 现在是郁金香的季节 什么颜色都有。

  5. 这样的事情性格所致,即使找到所谓的balance point,你也不会站在那个点上太久的。

    1. 也是,个性不强的人干不了大事,我就是这种类型。

  6. 你老公真幸福啊,我是在家里一点地位都没有啊,老婆说一不二T_T

    1. 给你颁发个中国好老公的证书。

      1. 听起来跟好人卡差不多

  7. 忙起来会帮助你忘记这些事情的 你家里肯定很幸福的~~有你这样的好媳妇~~

    1. 学生应该不会明白吧 有些时候习惯了就会变成理所当然~

  8. Give, but don’t allow yourself to be used.
    Love, but don’t allow your heart to be abused.
    Trust, but don’t be naive.
    Listen, but don’t lose your own voice.

    1. 还是过来人有体会,一语惊醒梦中人呐

      1. 呵呵。已婚妇女也得有自我。这样才能获得精彩。

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